i'm stupid.
i'm foolish.
i'm a bad friend.
a really bad friend.
i shouldn't have get anyone involve.
i shouldn't have even start it back.
and now,
i feel like i can't even forgive myself.
tears just flows out non-stop,
thinking whether i'll lose any of my friendship.
for me,girlfriends are much more important than any boyfriends.
i'm really guilty of everything.
i can't help it,just an apology isn't enough to everyone.
which side i'm on? i'm not sure.
but i know its really my fault.
THE WHOLE THING IS MY FAULT,NO ONE ELSE IS.
they're just giving advice,that's it.
i really don't know what to do.
i feel like i can't face anyone of my friends anymore.
you wanna talk behind me?
go ahead and talk,i don't mind.
i know i'm a bad friend,i accept it.
my eyes were red and swollen just now when i woke up.
cough,flu and fever.
i just slept all day long without any disturbance
until there's a blackout in my house for 4 hours.
3 of my fishes died. may you rest in peace. ):
i'm too sensitive right now.
mind every words you say.
i know,girls smoking is just a huge turn off.
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