Seriously,i have no mood to go out.

Furthermore to a wedding.

Since dad can't pick us up,we have to take bus.

Urghh,i hate it when i need to take a public transport wearing my kebaya.

The phone in my house also kept ringing cause my grandma is here.

I got irritated so easily that i shouted at mum just now,sorry mum.

And grandma,stop crying please.

I'm not sure whether i can accompany you back home to Johor.

I have school events and outings with girlfriends and boyfriends.

Urgghh,so the decision lies with me huh? fcuk you.

sorry for being so mean today.

maybe because of grandma that i feel this way.

maybe bacause of him that i feel this way.

maybe because of everything that i feel this way.

why oh why?